Ever since the engagement of Crayon Pop‘s Soyul and former H.O.T. member Moon Hee Jun was announced, it was dogged by rumors, likely because of how shocking it was. Initially it was being said that she was pregnant, which was denied, and later it was rumored that Soyul’s absence for anxiety disorder was a cover for this relationship.
Well, today, Soyul posted a message to her fancafe, stating that she was suffering for years now regardless of her relationship status.
Firstly, for causing fans worry and concern, sorry…
My thoughts might differ from the fans, so for there to be such a huge misunderstanding, for those who cherish Crayon Pop and fans who protect us, I wanted to inform you of my intentions first. This intention of mine was misunderstood, so I was quite hurt. A comeback after 1 year and 6 months, I should have shown my healthy and energetic side to meet everyone, but over the past few years, my body and mind must have had suffered from fatigue..
I have been receiving proper treatment, and while resting, I have been reading the supportive messages posted on the fancafe. It is thanks to these messages that I’m doing better. Thank you to all of you.
For the sudden news, I think I gave everyone too much of a shock..
My heart is heavy and I keep thinking over and over again about how this has upset all of you.
To the fans who always encourage me, paying attention and loving me unconditionally, I’m very thankful of it.
To repay the unchanging love for me, to be able to stand before you as Soyul, Crayon Pop’s maknae, I’ll work hard.
I love you. Thank you
One ideally shouldn’t have to explain that they’re actually suffering from anxiety problems and that being in a relationship doesn’t really factor into that, but this was probably necessary given the amount of people who were just running with whatever theories.